somehow i'm just...ok:)
and i love it.
everytime i'm driving to my love's house for our evening festivities after a hard day at work i just smile and feel so content.
i love our life.
its so rewarding, real and intimate.
we plan together, encourage each other and just fucking love each other.
i didn't know i could be this happy with someone, its so natural.
he is such a strong wonderful man...just like my daddy.
even though i've been stuck in a rut he has been by my side encouraging and stickin with me.
no i don't want to be workin at starbucks at twenty two struggling to pay bills but i make it work for right now.
looking at my options i'm thinking hair is for me and so excited for the future.
when my brother heads off to the army i'm going to be rooming with a friend of mine and i can't wait to have a girly place:)
my car is all fixed up now...everything is falling into place at the moment.
over our delicious brews me and rick had such a good talk last night just saying things of love and reaffirming how we feel for each other....might seem petty but i think all couples should take time to affirm their love for one another more often.
sigh...its your life.
take control.
own it.
not in the way other's think it should be but just what makes you happy.
so i'm not on top of the social scene or doing anything fancy but i'm happy, we are happy.
my life is molding into not only my own but we are sharing and i couldn't be more happy.
