new beginnings

HI!
i feel like its been awhile...
well just finished up some homework after watching the fighter...SO GOOD.
not even a boxing fan but whoa i got into it...such a good movie, put it on your must see.
had a break down today and called my mommy...tehee what would i do without her?
she helped calm my thoughts.
so much to pay and so little money...i've really just got to buckle down and save.
i know i've posted so many entries about it.
i just had to tell myself you know what you could have said no to this and that but right now there is nothing you can do. i will keep workin as much as i can and keepin my hours full...keeping my budget and cut any extra spending...its going to feel so nice to have money saved up for emergencies.

now i love my brother and i love living with him but he has made poor decision or for whatever reason had a tough time with money and i can't bail him out and put myself in the hole. we talked and i think we will be okay. he is busting his ass and working seriously 24/7 to catch up...it will be awhile but i know he can do it. we just each have to pay our part and stick to it.

after an ENTIRE WEEK of snow days i'm ready for spring time. don't get me wrong its gorgeous and exciting to have mother nature own us but the wear on my car and my body from falling haha is getting a bit old. well gotta wake up and serve that coffee in the morning so i should get to bed. gonna try to get some volunteer work for my human services class this week and get started on that paper i need to write. i'm loving school. a bit overwhelming at first but i love what i'm studying so its no big deal.

i know you are waiting for me to pour about my love life...haha but not gonna happen i'm just whatever about it. i've got to stay focused and have no extra money so dating someone out of the state is becoming difficult. i love him but just trying to figure out my thoughts and see whats best. just seems silly to me now but just gonna let things settle and see what happens.

hope all is well, love you.
ps. if you haven't yet listen to andrew belle...especially ladder and static waves...GREAT SONGS!