I'm holding onto a fairytale...moving forward but I'm not there yet.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

its coming

so freaking gorgeous outside...driving with my windows down wearing a dress.
beautiful.
summer is coming.

i love spring though...chilly nights.
so have a day off and my phone isn't working so i'm really just taking me time to get school caught up and my head on straight.
i've experience life and i love it and want more...i made myself step out of my comfort zone and chat with a stranger at my fave coffee shop.

insecurity keeps the world from living.
such bullshit.
just reading the first pages in my human services again ignites the flame to do it...gotta keep focused.
still deciding on florida...gotta finish up but i want to move there bad.
money is stupid tight like i don't know how i'm going to make it til my next paycheck but some how i always do...just wake up live a day at a time and know all i can do is keep working and keep smiling.
i refuse to dump my shit on other people...we all have problems.


i honestly believe i'm here on earth to reach out to people and love them.
sigh...well in other news i'm not happy with my relationship with ex boyfriends.
anthony doesn't know how to not cross a line and i want him around so much.
taylor is bitter because i am seeing someone else and i understand its shady but things are going so well and i'm happy....

sigh...just gotta keep my head on straight and live my life.
miss my brother...haven't seen him much.

school and work are consuming my time and the dude isn't getting much...i make time then other lacks...i've got to be responsible this is where i'm at right now so if he wants to be with me he has to accept that.


ps. this guy takes AWESOME photos...the quotes are so inspiring.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/julianbialowas

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