today was bullshit...just uber down and under the weather.
so over winter, not over sweaters:)
i need to walk through the woods, climb a fence, lay in the grass and get sweaty!
drive with my windows down, walk around barefoot and go camping!
been listening to radiohead...damn forgot how awesome they were.
doing some homework...or attempting to.
i want to live a healthier lifestyle...eating, no smoking, natural health remedies, better sleep, discipline...not workin right now.
i'm just stupid insecure and stuck in the past...i miss my old life.
always having people over, making memories, having drinks, laughing.
i was still on my own paying bills and such...just had this confidence and no fear of waking up early after a fun night or talking to anyone and just living in the moment.
i get so lost in my head and out of it i spend time alone these days and school is freaking me out...waht if i'm not good at it?
what if i can't find a job and i'm stuck with the debt?
i used to just live love laugh and be so...happy.
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